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I hate this September. Not because of anything drastic that is currently happening but for personal reasons.
This time last year Mel and I were waiting excitedly for tickets for the New Years Eve Gala, at Sydney Opera House to go on sale. Not only did we celebrate the New Year but also Mel's last night in Australia before flying home to the US the next day (a day incidentally, completely fucked up by American Airlines, but saved by Sydney Airport staff).
It is September again - and she's still not here to live.
I hate this September.
Wherever you may be - be safe.